lovedestories, 19
I have been suffering from clinical depression for the last 3 years. It is mainly due to the negative events that I have experienced in school.
The events go like this: I have been a social out-cast in my class for the last 3 years with a class that is predominantly one single race and I am a race of the minority. I feel very insecure and lonely in the school so I eventually met a guy and fell in love with him. But in the end, my boyfriend toyed with my feelings and started liking another girl after six months of us being together! I am so heartbroken! From then on, I cannot concentrate in my studies and I left the school without completing my 12th grade and I am now deferring my studies until next year to rest at home for my illness.
These events have impacted me greatly because I lost faith in relationships and suffer from self-bitterness due to long time loneliness and friendlessness in school. I also have social phobias when I am socializing with my peers in church, which is outside my school. Furthermore, when I go back to school next year, I will be 20 and my classmates will only be 17 or 18 years old, which means I will be 2 or 3 years older than them. I feel a bit ashamed. What can I do to help myself?
I have been suffering from clinical depression for the last 3 years. It is mainly due to the negative events that I have experienced in school.
The events go like this: I have been a social out-cast in my class for the last 3 years with a class that is predominantly one single race and I am a race of the minority. I feel very insecure and lonely in the school so I eventually met a guy and fell in love with him. But in the end, my boyfriend toyed with my feelings and started liking another girl after six months of us being together! I am so heartbroken! From then on, I cannot concentrate in my studies and I left the school without completing my 12th grade and I am now deferring my studies until next year to rest at home for my illness.
These events have impacted me greatly because I lost faith in relationships and suffer from self-bitterness due to long time loneliness and friendlessness in school. I also have social phobias when I am socializing with my peers in church, which is outside my school. Furthermore, when I go back to school next year, I will be 20 and my classmates will only be 17 or 18 years old, which means I will be 2 or 3 years older than them. I feel a bit ashamed. What can I do to help myself?
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