vladimirtod, 14
I am having problems with being half deaf. It is affecting me at school because I can't always hear what people are saying, I do not talk loud enough, or I talk too loud. I have to keep repeating myself. I can't talk to anyone really not even my best friends. It hurts and the worst part about it is that I have to go have my hearing checked again. There will be times where all my hearing will just go away and I miss everything the teacher or someone says. I do not know what to do anymore and it just gets worse. When I am at home, I have my music way too loud according to my mom and the tv is always too loud. Also, I can't just try to be normal and say that i am fine so my mom won't have to worry about me but I also do not want to get a hearing aid because when people at school find out, they will treat me differently because that is what kids in high school do. I can't take this anymore. I guess that it is time for me to just get the hearing aid and just push through what the kids at school are going to say. It also means I have to learn sign language whether I like it or not. I mean, I already know some but not enough. I hate this.
I am having problems with being half deaf. It is affecting me at school because I can't always hear what people are saying, I do not talk loud enough, or I talk too loud. I have to keep repeating myself. I can't talk to anyone really not even my best friends. It hurts and the worst part about it is that I have to go have my hearing checked again. There will be times where all my hearing will just go away and I miss everything the teacher or someone says. I do not know what to do anymore and it just gets worse. When I am at home, I have my music way too loud according to my mom and the tv is always too loud. Also, I can't just try to be normal and say that i am fine so my mom won't have to worry about me but I also do not want to get a hearing aid because when people at school find out, they will treat me differently because that is what kids in high school do. I can't take this anymore. I guess that it is time for me to just get the hearing aid and just push through what the kids at school are going to say. It also means I have to learn sign language whether I like it or not. I mean, I already know some but not enough. I hate this.
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