MayhemDude15, 17

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MayhemDude15, 17

Everyday I feel like my life is just BAD LUCK. I hate everyone and everything. No one understands me, and how I feel about some things. I’ve been thinking about running away from home. I had been thinking about this a lot lately. I just want to be alone. I have no privacy at home and no one listens to me. I hate school so much. Some people make fun of me cause I’m not skinny; I’m kind of big. My dad desperately wants me to loose weight. I don’t care what anyone says about me. I hate him so much. We fight almost everyday. When I’m angry I break things. I decided that I’m a different person if anyone disrespects me; I will punch them in the face. I am a very shy and private person. I don’t talk to anyone at school I just sit in the corner and do my work. Life is so unfair!

MayhemDude15, there are people everywhere that feel alone and like people don't understand them. You're not alone in this.
Running away is not the solution to your problems. It will just make everything worse.
Your parents love you. Because you are an only child, your parents may be trying to be in your life too much maybe. They want to be involved with you because they want to know what is going on with you and be apart of your life.
Punching people in the face is not a good idea. You can't go around with the intentions to punch people all the time. It isn't healthy for you to do that. If someone disrespects you, ignore them.
Don't try to hurt them. That will just make the person want to make you mad again beacuse you hurt them.
Talk to your mom if you can't talk to your dad. You may be surprised to her advice to you. Tell her how you feel and why you want to run away. Your parents aren't "out to get you".
If you feel like you need to loose weight then go to the gym and eat healthier. If you are happy with yourself, don't let other people tell you you aren't good enough. Because you are. Kids at school judge on appearance a lot and that isn't right. If they got to know you, they could actually become good friends with you. Try to branch out and make some new friends.