fantom94, 17

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fantom94, 17

I'm a 17 year old guy and I'm heterosexual, which means that I'm not gay, but I can't help looking at gay porn. I don't know what this means though. I get so irritated with myself for looking at it. I'm not addicted or anything but every-time I'm online, I somehow end up on a gay porn site. It's frustrating mainly, because I'm comfortable, and, settled in my sexuality, and, this just isn't making sense. Someone help me, please.

fantom94, is it only natural to be confused as to what your situation means.
It is okay to feel different about people as you start to grow up. It is also okay to explore what this all means for you.
Maybe, you would feel a little better if every time you went online, you would go on those sites less and less as time went on.
Since you go online, try to do some research on the topic. Use your favorite search engine to do this.
Some people find looking at others, of the same sex in sexual situations, attractive, stimulating. Just because you like looking at it, does not have to mean you might be gay.
This is something woman are more comfortable doing. For instance, a heterosexualy female may be very comfortable looking at another woman and saying she is beautiful. It doesn't mean she is a lesbian.